Master Over You by Cerys du Lys & Ethan Winters
Author:Cerys du Lys & Ethan Winters [du Lys, Cerys]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: bad boy, romantic suspense, revenge, second chance, dark romance, thriller
Publisher: Cherrylily & Winters Edge
Published: 0101-01-01T00:00:00+00:00
I'm gone. It's gone. The last one. This is over. It's over. Everything is fucking over.
Who the fuck knows why, but I feel like this is a new beginning. I'm free. I am fucking free.
Angeline's with me. The crazy fucking bitch is kissing my cheek. Seriously, I don't know what the fuck is wrong with her, but I think I could get used to it. I know I could. I want to.
It's the simple shit that you never really think about. You never realize you're missing anything. Yeah, I watch a lot of movies at home, but it's only me. It's a fucking escape from reality. It's an escape, but it's really fucking lonely, too. I sit there, watching whatever the fuck I want, but what's the goddamn point? After awhile, there isn't one. It becomes mindless. I have to face the music again and go back to the real world.
My real world isn't a happy place. It's full of despair and pain, hate and anger. I kidnap women for fuck's sake. That's not a happy fucking thing to do. I hurt them, I force myself on them, I break them down until they stop resisting, and then I try to fucking stop, too. I try to go slower.
I'm fucking sorry, love. I don't want to hurt you. I want to hurt the fucker that wanted me to kidnap you in the first place, the asshole who paid me for you, but in order to do that I've got to sell him something. Right? It's nothing personal, love.
Someone will save you. If no one saves you, I'll come back for you. I try to deal with the nicer assholes, so I can get to the really bad ones, but an asshole is an asshole, and you never really know. They might fucking snap at any minute. I try not to think about that.
I don't know what I'm going to do anymore. I don't know if I'll do anything. Why the fuck should I? That's not how this works, though. I can't fucking stop. There's no way. It's impossible. I can figure something out, though. Angeline's here and maybe we can work something out together. I've got some ideas. I've been thinking about this. I don't fucking know if they're good ideas, but something's better than nothing.
She stops kissing me and moves away from me. I hear the sound of her voice, gasping. I don't know what the fuck to do. I want to say something to her. I want to promise her something, but I don't know what the fuck to promise. This is way too fucking difficult.
It's the simple shit that you never really think about. I never thought about asking a girl on a date before, but suddenly I want to. Hey, Ange? You want to go on a date? Not right now. Soon. My fingers really fucking hurt. This shit is seriously painful. In a bit... tomorrow? Fuck, maybe tonight. Something small. Let's just watch TV. Let's fucking cuddle.
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